Six Months Later: Finding My Way in Midwifery Research

“Six months ago, I began my internship full of curiosity, but uncertain about where the experience might lead”…

Millie Gray reflects on her learning as an NIHR East of England Health and Care Professionals Intern.

One of the things I’ve valued most about the internship has been the opportunity to simply explore. Clinical practice can be all-consuming, and finding the time and space to step outside the demands of day-to-day work isn’t always easy. The internship has given me that space — an opportunity to broaden my perspective, develop new skills and discover possibilities I might not otherwise have considered. 

From research delivery and academic study to presenting, networking and shadowing, I’ve been able to experience different aspects of research and academia without the pressure of having to commit to a particular pathway. It’s been a chance to discover what I enjoy, what I might like to pursue and, equally importantly, what might not be for me. 

A particular highlight of the internship has been returning to university and undertaking a master’s-level module in research at UEA. After years away from academic study, I was a little apprehensive, but I genuinely enjoyed it. It’s given me the confidence to consider where further study might take me. 

But perhaps the most valuable part of the internship has been the people. Meeting fellow interns, mentors and researchers from different healthcare professions and at different stages of their careers has opened my eyes to just how many routes into research there are. The guidance, encouragement and support I’ve received along the way have been invaluable. What I’ve found particularly grounding is that, despite our different backgrounds and interests, we’re all driven by that same desire to improve patient care and safety. 

With an increasing focus on embedding research into everyday practice, it feels like an exciting time to be exploring how research and clinical midwifery can work alongside one another. I’ve realised that pursuing research doesn’t necessarily mean stepping away from being a clinical midwife; perhaps the two can grow together. 

So, where does the journey lead next? I’m still not entirely sure! But I have a clearer idea of what’s possible, more confidence to explore it and a growing ambition to undertake research of my own one day. The internship may have come to an end, but I have a feeling my journey into research is only just beginning.

For more about the NIHR East of England HCP internship click here.